YOWA’s moving artworks invite us on an intimate exploration of personal experience as the artist navigates pregnancy, miscarriage, climate anxiety and ultimately, celebration of new life. Each artwork in the series unpacks a distinct chapter and narrative that is deeply personal.

Part I – Inner Workings of a Mind, A Self-portrait is the first work in the three-part series, created when the artist was trying for her first child in early 2022. With bold and expressive brushstrokes, YOWA confronts her initial frustrations towards becoming pregnant, beginning the painting with an expressive outburst. As the joyful news of pregnancy came, YOWA began to use warm and engaging tones, with relief and happiness flooding the painting. Almost as soon as this news came however, the artist experienced a miscarriage, experiencing a deep sadness.

During the months that followed, YOWA added layer upon layer to the painting charting a dark time with changing emotions. As she reflected and processed what happened, a self-portrait emerged in her work. Part I – Inner Workings of a Mind depicts the artist in a neutral state, devoid of emotion, reflecting the mask she wore during the misery of those months.

Painting with self portrait, gouache and acrylic on canvas